Social Anxiety

Listen up!

I am not a violent person. I do not agree with fighting, but when I am pushed, I am pushed.

We started off fine. we headed to a club called MOWONGGWOWON and I thought It was fun. There were cute girls and there was room to dance. The music was good, and I was just really comfortable there. But it didn't please the people I was with. They wanted to go somewhere where the girls were taller and plentiful. They wanted to go somewhere busy. who am I to argue?

We headed to club MB; a hiphop club. It was just so busy. OMG.

It was packed. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PACKED. I could not move. I had to piss and so I made my way to the bathroom. Inside there were all sorts of men styling their hair and taking up space. I yelled at them. "ok, you look good. get the fuck out." they listened. There are few Koreans that wont listen to a six foot two fat man.

I pissed and felt good standing alone in the stall. It was locked and I sat down and tried to collect myself. I thought I did.

I moved back through the crowd. I found a couple of my friends and told them I had to go. It was just too much for me. I couldnt breath. I couldnt handle it. I made my way back to where we had stashed our jackets and bags. There was a korean man standing in the way. I tried my best to try and get him to move aside so I could get my jacket. He would not move. I tried again. I pointed to the jackets, motioned with my hands that I wanted to get my jacket and go, but he was just trying to show his girl he could stand up to a foreigner. I punched him in the face. I grabbed his hair by the ears and pulled him down and kneed him in the face. He fell. I stepped over him and took my jacket and turned around to find one of his friends there. There was a security guard there just watching. I looked at him and said "I want to go home". He understood, but the Korean friend did not care. He jibber jabbered some stuff to me, but it didnt matter. I kneed him in the balls and when he bent over from the pain kneed him in the face. He fell over. I walked past and the guard made room for me. On the way out I found my friends and told them I had to go. They didnt know anything of what went on. I didn't bother telling them. I just had to get out. I had to get out of that hell hole.